I Am An Inconvenience
I have lost my independence. And here it is the 4th! I hope you are going to the beach or a block party! It’s been humbling to ask folks to open my water bottle. Actually I’ve learned to do it between my legs but it’s a little uncouth in public! I do have to ask folks to tie my tennis shoes. It’s so weird to be able to write a book, give a TedX, and not be able to cut an onion. I know it’s temporary, but how bizarre this is!
! am an inconvenience. I think for the first time in my life. It is giving me such compassion. I am thanking folks more, grateful more, humbler more, and seeing how kind people are. Yes, yes, I know people can get edgy, but most people are really gracious when it takes me 2 minutes to pull out my credit card or sign my name. And if they are edgy I just say:
“I know! Aren’t I slow? I am so very sorry. I wish I weren’t an inconvenience. It’s really hard one handed. Thank you for your kindness.” And almost always, the edge goes away.
And if you ask me what I miss the most, it is for sure, my independence, being able to move, go, do all I the things I love. I miss the beach, swimming, kayaking, bike riding, putting my hair in a ponytail, dancing, sunsets, and real real tight hugs. It feels different with a full arm cast.
I have learned a ton of one handed tricks. So, if you ever get an arm cast, reach out as I can help you open a beer, ziplocks, “cut” cantaloupe, and even get contacts out. All new crazy tricks.
I hope for you today you find ways to feel grateful for all the independence you have. I know it would be easier if I wasn’t alone. And that has shown me even more so how important compassion and connection is in a relationship and with self. Thank God my book was finished before my accident. I hope you read it and share with me how it blesses you.
Happy Independence Day!
